i'm sorry if i've been absentminded recently, and i'm sorry if i've made anyone feel like i've left them alone, but i don't know what to do...
i'm so confused, this floating, it can't last forever, i'm gasping for air, as the water of life, fills my lungs, i'm slowly but surely drowning in the stupid decisions i've decided to make in my short pathetic useless life...
and i'll be going to my grandparent's house for thanksgiving, from wendsday 26, to i think about maybe friday or saturday, depending on weather, and if my dad will have to work friday...? well... so anyways, have a nice day, i'll just lay here,
in a fetal
don't mind me.